blackwire

Rock Hard

Let me proclaim unequivocally that nothing, absolutely nothing, hits me as hard as good music does. I love music, specifically, good, hard, rock music. When I read about the old rock bands (Led Zeppelin, AC/DC, GnR) - boring biographies mind you, not sensationalist articles - I get goosebumps. I've tried analysing it so many times, about why I like hard rock so much, and I've never come up with a satisfactory answer. Its not just about the attitude, its not just about the crazy guitar riffs, its not just about the "dun give a f**k" lyrics, its not just about the pure raw emotions. It just touches me so deeply, its scary.

My one greatest regret in life is that I've never been able to play the guitar, or that I really can't sing for nuts. But what the heck, if only I could, I would go for every damn gig I know about...Right now, I'm praying that $200 drops from the sky so that I could go see Clapton...PLease please please!!!

ROCK HARD, ALWAYS

Frustrations

What happens when you're damn lazy and damn busy? You end up not blogging!!

Ok...yeah yeah, that was lame. Anyway, the last month or so has been a little crazy and I think I might have taken up more things then I can handle...2 jobs, 6 mods 1 cca...recipe for disaster man.

I've been pretty frustrated lately, mainly due to my soci module, partly due to my film and hy mod. The soci mod is almost pure crap though, I can't get myself to accept the fundamental premise behind the module in the first place and I'm having a lot of problems dealing with the material...hence, I'm not doing as well as I need to. Bloody Marx...bloody bloody marx.

And for film and hy, well...Its really damn discouraging to be doing only average so far. I can't seem to crystallize my thoughts and to condense it into 500 words. FRUSTRATING!

And of cos, I've been kinda troubled/confused by all this CSS and CANDLE stuff...what am i doing in them? So skeptical and so cynical about faith...It's really becoming quite a struggle...Sigh.