blackwire

Frustrations

What happens when you're damn lazy and damn busy? You end up not blogging!!

Ok...yeah yeah, that was lame. Anyway, the last month or so has been a little crazy and I think I might have taken up more things then I can handle...2 jobs, 6 mods 1 cca...recipe for disaster man.

I've been pretty frustrated lately, mainly due to my soci module, partly due to my film and hy mod. The soci mod is almost pure crap though, I can't get myself to accept the fundamental premise behind the module in the first place and I'm having a lot of problems dealing with the material...hence, I'm not doing as well as I need to. Bloody Marx...bloody bloody marx.

And for film and hy, well...Its really damn discouraging to be doing only average so far. I can't seem to crystallize my thoughts and to condense it into 500 words. FRUSTRATING!

And of cos, I've been kinda troubled/confused by all this CSS and CANDLE stuff...what am i doing in them? So skeptical and so cynical about faith...It's really becoming quite a struggle...Sigh.